"Now I climb the steps to freedom.
The open gates, I can see them.
Hands that I once knew
Beckoning me through."
~ Mike Oldfield, I Can See the Light
My town, my home, my place of refuge has been strangely unfamiliar. New eyes battered by crisis cause me to see the known as unknown, ground to be explored afresh, acquaintance to be made. To be re-known. A ship guided by radar and sonar proceeds, notwithstanding the white void coming over the deck that makes the sky undifferentiated and seamless from the ocean.
I have set forth undaunted, and must have enough trust there will be calmer and better waters. An authentic pilgrimage is an earnest one-way voyage; it is the opposite of a closed loop. And it is a voyage of faith. Maps and prescribed descriptions may indicate localities, but these are merely two-dimensional representations of living and breathing places whose futures are as provisional as mine.
I too continue to hold hope that tomorrow will be better than today. That next month better than the current. For as they say, it can't get much worse.
ReplyDeleteHang in there my friend. I too feel as though I am on the same journey...